He also wrote and directed the 2011 film “Go Go Crazy.” Before his death, Caruso apparently wrote and scheduled a note to go live on “The Big Gay Musical” Facebook page. It statesthat he had been “dealing with ending things for a while.” “I have nothing left in me to create. I truly don’t think I have any idea what love or happiness is,” he wrote. “I have produced great theatre, movies (two of which I wrote and directed) and I traveled all over the world. I regret nothing especially the choice that I am making now.
http://variety.com/2016/legit/news/fred-caruso-dead-big-gay-musical-creator-suicide-1201796528/