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My husband of 19 years is a judge in the courts of an affluent county

We bought a shore home and a ski home 4 years ago come August...

I presumed it was from savings, as he handled matters of finance, as yes,
I was a radical and actually just stayed at home and raised 4 kids despite a masters degree level education

We were audited recently and I had to essentially do forensic accounting

Augment that with evidence he was screwing his secretary, and yes, I am pissed

However, while I am pissed, I refrain from naming names and ruining lives

But...

My selfish anger plus my selfless empathy makes me, drunk now on Pinot, type the truth and the proof... well, the truth at least, since the proof is personal (evidence)

He is paid every 2 months by 3 of the nation's largest banks to push through foreclosures by default/summary judgment- they never go to trial

Law firms are guilty of fraud and complicity and pay into the "fund" as his other asshole golf playing county club cigar smoking black robed butt buddies draw upon like clockwork- to buy boats cars and prostitutes with cash

There is no paper trail, except the one I found, which is due to his own OCD

Anyway- the sheriff is in on it as well, the whole thing sickens me

I have major depression so I just don't give a fuck anymore and only my kids keep me alive

But I feel for those families that lose their homes and then lose their families and then lose their minds and then lose their lives

so... I am confessing- as I myself was enriched (rolex, diamonds, lunching with ladies at our 23k a year county club)

I am guilt too, I feel guilty too and I care and I do not care

Maybe I am babbling

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