patrick.net

https://petermcculloughmd.substack.com/p/widespread-dna-contamination-and

1. Rancourt et al: estimated 17 million COVID-19 vaccine deaths worldwide by
September 2023 .
2. Mostert et al: estimated 3.1 million excess deaths likely attributed to COVID-19
vaccination/lockdowns among 47 countries of the Western World from 2020 to
2022.
3. Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System (VAERS): 37,966 reported COVID-19
vaccine deaths - under-reporting factor of 31 yields 1,176,946 COVID-19 vaccine
deaths among countries that use VAERS.
4. Skidmore: estimated 278,000 Americans may have died from the COVID-19
vaccine by December 2021.
5. Pantazatos and Seligmann: estimated 146,000 to 187,000 possible vaccine-
associated deaths in the United States by August 2021.
6. Hulscher et al (I): estimated 49,240 excess cardiac arrest deaths possibly due to
COVID-19 vaccination in the U.S. from 2021-2023.
7. Hulscher et al (I): found a high likelihood of a causal link between COVID-19
vaccines and death from analysis of 325 autopsies.
8. Aarstad and Kvitastein: found a higher COVID-19 vaccine uptake was associated
with increased all-cause mortality.
9. Alessandria et al: found all-cause death risks to be higher for those vaccinated
with one and two COVID-19 vaccine doses compared to unvaccinated
individuals. The subjects vaccinated with 2 doses lost 37% of life expectancy
compared to the unvaccinated population during follow-up.
10. Lataster: found a positive correlation between COVID-19 vaccination rates and
excess mortality for every month examined.

https://petermcculloughmd.substack.com/p/fatal-massive-multiorgan-inflammation

Fatal Massive Multiorgan Inflammation in a Teenager after COVID-19 Booster

Peter A. McCullough, MD, MPH
Apr 08, 2023

One of the most vexing questions in the epidemiology of COVID-19 vaccine death is: why are some people fine and others develop fulminant fatal syndromes? This leads to the next logical question: who is the next to die after COVID-19 vaccination? This is a question that parents of a 14-year old Japanese girl wished they would have asked before she rolled up her sleeve for her third BNT1262b2 mRNA COVID-19 vaccine/Pfizer (Comirnaty®) which was not medically necessary nor clinically indicated. In other countries it would not be offered and even the WHO says healthy children don’t need to risk COVID-19 vaccination.

The case was published by Nushida et al who explains the teenager was healthy and may have had POTS from the first two shots. For each of the first two shots she felt sick and missed school—that was a tip off the parents should have noted. After the third shot her sister noticed she was having trouble breathing and the next day she died. The investigators did a detailed analysis to rule out SARS-CoV-2 infection.

https://transcriberb.dreamwidth.org/182716.html

Virginia Medical Freedom Alliance
https://rumble.com/v2emebm-susan-franz-at-vdh.html?e9s=src_v1_ucp

-This is a public comment made before the Virginia Board of Health, March 23, 2023. Susan Franz delivers her public comment at the microphone. Audience is not shown.
-The webpage for Virginia Medical Freedom Alliance is https://vamfa.org/

SUSAN FRANZ: Good morning. My name is Susan Franz. I'm an RN from Williamsburg and I'm also here with Virginia Medical Freedom Alliance.

As unelected officials you have much power. The recent CDC recommendation that the covid injection on the immunization schedule for school age children is dangerous. I implore you to reject this recommendation.

Ed Dowd's book, Cause Unknown,[1] in it he details the 40% increase in death, increase in death and disability that has occurred since the injections have been implemented. I urge you to read this book. This data is based on insurance claims.

You guys mentioned maternal and child health. Well, according to the World Health Organization, vaccination during the first trimester results in a miscarriage rate of over 80%. Possibly if you consider this data when you're making your decisions, because you said in your health initiatives that you want to consider data when making decisions. We have plenty of data. We've been coming to these meetings on a quarterly basis, we present you with it, we turn it in. There is plenty of data to show that this vaccination is killing people and disabling people.

And doing this to children is unconscionable. And there will be consequences for it, whether it's in this life or the next. You will be held responsible for what you make, what decisions you make regarding this vaccine and especially when it comes to children. So I urge you to reject this vaccination on the childhood immunization schedule.

https://annecantstandit.substack.com/p/bloody-hell

https://www.ndtv.com/world-news/south-korean-actor-park-min-jae-dies-of-cardiac-arrest-at-age-32-7162934

South Korean actor Park Min-jae has died at the age of 32, CNA Lifestyle reported citing South Korean news agencies. Mr Min-jae died from sudden cardiac arrest on November 29, Friday, while traveling to China.

Huh, whatever could have caused his sudden death in a country that was 93% "fully" injected with mRNA which causes the body to attack cardiac tissue?

https://publichealthpolicyjournal.com/biontech-rna-based-covid-19-injections-contain-large-amounts-of-residual-dna-including-an-sv40-promoter-enhancer-sequence/

Abstract
Background: BNT162b2 RNA-based COVID-19 injections are specified to transfect human cells to efficiently produce spike proteins for an immune response.

Methods: We analyzed four German BNT162b2 lots applying HEK293 cell culture, immunohistochemistry, ELISA, PCR, and mass spectrometry.

Results: We demonstrate successful transfection of nucleoside-modified mRNA (modRNA) biologicals into HEK293 cells and show robust levels of spike proteins over several days of cell culture. Secretion into cell supernatants occurred predominantly via extracellular vesicles enriched for exosome markers. We further analyzed RNA and DNA contents of these vials and identified large amounts of DNA after RNase A digestion in all lots with concentrations ranging from 32.7 ng to 43.4 ng per clinical dose. This far exceeds the maximal acceptable concentration of 10 ng per clinical dose that has been set by international regulatory authorities. Gene analyses with selected PCR primer pairs proved that residual DNA represents not only fragments of the DNA matrices coding for the spike gene, but of all genes from the plasmid including the SV40 promoter/enhancer and the antibiotic resistance gene.

Conclusion: Our results raise grave concerns regarding the safety of the BNT162b2 vaccine and call for an immediate halt of all RNA biologicals unless these concerns can be dispelled.

14-Year-Old Football Player Passes Away After Collapsing During Practice



A 14-year-old Pop Warner football player in Connecticut passed away after collapsing during practice.

Jahkye Gayle, a member of the Bloomfield Junior Warhawks, collapsed during a non-contact warmup drill at practice.

“It was just like a walk through, essentially just light jogging. Nothing strenuous or anything like that,” Trevor Ford, the president of Junior Warhawks Football, said.

Emergency medical personnel responded to Gayle immediately after his collapse.

https://100percentfedup.com/220641-2/

The 'normalizing' of institutionally caused pathology has been going on for a long time, just now more egregiously. "Here's our lab synthesized virus of the year, here's our hormonal inhibitor of the month, here's our walk away poison of the week, here's our cancer causing food chemical of the month, here's our new raft of highly toxic but ineffective and profitable vaxes pretending to be therapy and prevention rather than cause, full of cancer causing virus and stem cells. Here's our brain numbing flouride poison and our Alzheimer's inducing aluminum chemtrailing.It's all 'normal' and we just don't know where all this pathology is coming from!" The fake healers and health experts and government 'authorities' and institutions hate humanity, but love to eat the children.

https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-14157421/amp/doctor-kelly-powers-brain-cancer-rise.html

Federal Judge Orders FDA to Release Covid ‘Vaccine’ Trial Docs Pfizer Wants Hidden from Public for 75 Years

A federal judge has just ordered the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) to release the sealed documents for pharmaceutical Pfizer’s Covid mRNA “vaccine” trials.

Pfizer and the FDA have been battling in the courts to keep the documents hidden from the public for 75 years.

However, the Public Health and Medical Professionals for Transparency (PHMPT) brought a high-profile case against the FDA to force the release of over one million pages of documents.

The United States District Court for the Northern District of Texas has just ruled against the FDA and ordered the release of the Pfizer docs.

The files are related to the FDA’s Emergency Use Authorization (EUA) for the Pfizer-BioNTech Covid mRNA “vaccine.”

The decision mandates the FDA to release the EUA file for the Pfizer injection no later than June 30, 2025.

The case stemmed from a Freedom of Information Act (FOIA) request by the PHMPT.

The PHMPT is a group of scientists and public health professionals seeking comprehensive data on the vaccine’s approval process.

The FOIA request sought comprehensive data related to the Pfizer “vaccine.”
More here: https://slaynews.com/news/federal-judge-orders-fda-release-covid-vaccine-trial-docs-pfizer-wants-hidden-public-75-years/

PS: No doubt, this ruling will be appealed which will end up delaying the release of these documents.

RayAmerica says

PS: No doubt, this ruling will be appealed which will end up delaying the release of these documents.

Can't the Trump appointee order the release of these documents as soon as he takes office?

https://www.nature.com/articles/s41380-024-02627-0

Psychiatric adverse events following COVID-19 vaccination: a population-based cohort study in Seoul, South Korea

... The cumulative incidence of depression, anxiety, dissociative, stress-related, and somatoform disorders, sleep disorders, and sexual disorders at three months following COVID-19 vaccination were higher in the vaccination group than no vaccination group. However, schizophrenia and bipolar disorders showed lower cumulative incidence in the vaccination group than in the non-vaccinated group. Depression (HR [95% CI] = 1.683 [1.520–1.863]), anxiety, dissociative, stress-related, and somatoform disorders (HR [95% CI] = 1.439 [1.322–1.568]), and sleep disorders (HR [95% CI] = 1.934 [1.738–2.152]) showed increased risks after COVID-19 vaccination, whereas the risks of schizophrenia (HR [95% CI] = 0.231 [0.164–0.326]) and bipolar disorder (HR [95% CI] = 0.672 [0.470–0.962]). COVID-19 vaccination increased the risks of depression, anxiety, dissociative, stress-related, and somatoform disorders, and sleep disorders while reducing the risk of schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. Therefore, special cautions are necessary for administering additional COVID-19 vaccinations to populations vulnerable to psychiatric AEs.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nanci_Griffith#Death

Griffith died in Nashville on August 13, 2021, at the age of 68. The exact cause of death was not reported but her management company attributed it to natural causes.

Huh, Aug of 2021 was prime time for vaxx deaths.

https://slaynews.com/news/americas-got-talent-comedian-kabir-kabeezy-singh-dies-suddenly-39/

Comedian Kabir “Kabeezy” Singh, who starred on the hit TV show “America’s Got Talent,” has tragically died suddenly.

39-year-old Singh reportedly died unexpectedly in his sleep in San Francisco, California, on Wednesday.

Police are investigating Singh’s death after he was found dead when he didn’t wake up.

No cause of death has yet been revealed.

However, police believe the young comic died from “natural causes,” according to TMZ.

https://palexander.substack.com/p/over-250-peer-reviewed-scientific

Over 250 peer-reviewed scientific studies confirming that the spike protein (from virus or mRNA vaccine) is highly pathogenic on its own...

Please retain these studies for your library and the issue is that if we are seeing the pathological nature of spike protein from the viral infection, the spike itself a toxic pathogen, then we can firmly extrapolate harms and death to the spike induced from the mRNA vaccine (and DNA viral vector platform).

I. ALPHABETICAL LIST

1. Abdi A et al., “Biomed Interaction of SARS-CoV-2 with cardiomyocytes: Insight into the underlying molecular mechanisms of cardiac injury and pharmacotherapy,” Pharmacother. 2022, 146: 112518. doi: 10.1016/j.biopha.2021.112518

2. Aboudounya MM and RJ Heads, “COVID-19 and Toll-Like Receptor 4 (TLR4): SARS-CoV-2 May Bind and Activate TLR4 to Increase ACE2 Expression, Facilitating Entry and Causing Hyperinflammation,” Mediators Inflamm. 2021, 8874339. doi: https://doi.org/10.1155/2021/8874339

3. Acevedo-Whitehouse K and R Bruno, “Potential health risks of mRNA-based vaccine therapy: A hypothesis,” Med. Hypotheses 2023, 171: 111015. doi: https://doi.org/10.1016/j.mehy.2023.111015 ...

Very long list of papers documenting harm from the spike protein which is produced in huge quantities by the bodies of people who were stupid enough to let themselves be injected with mRNA.

https://slaynews.com/news/renowned-professor-breaks-down-tears-raising-alarm-turbo-cancer-surge/

During his speech, Brighthope described the mass vaccination campaign as “the most uncontrolled experimentation ever on humankind.”

Brighthope exposed a disturbing pattern, warning that he and his colleagues have observed an alarming surge in “turbo cancers” linked to Covid mRNA “booster” shots.

“Patients who have been cancer-free for many years are suddenly relapsing with aggressive explosive cancers shortly after receiving booster doses of the COVID-19 vaccine,” he stated.

“These cases show very rapid tumor growth following the booster administration.”

“These turbo cancers are emerging faster and with greater virulence than we would expect in patients, even those who had been stable for years,” he continued.

“The public health authorities are reluctant to acknowledge the correlation.

“This is happening across the globe where the mRNA vaccines have been administered.”

Means that our Republic is so repugnant to the Globalists, we get extra special poisoning agendas.

Ceffer says

Means that our Republic is so repugnant to the Globalists, we get extra special poisoning agendas.

But I keep being told that medical tourism to the US is high.

GNL says

"But I keep being told that medical tourism to the US is high."

No because medicine, in the US, is prohibitively expensive. You can get superior
coverage in Europe for a lot less money.

https://t.me/followsthewhiterabbit/102461

https://slaynews.com/news/15-year-old-volleyball-player-dies-suddenly-collapsing-physical-distress/

A Georgia high school volleyball player has tragically died suddenly during her team’s practice.

15-year-old Amanda Sylvester reportedly collapsed unexpectedly in “physical distress” during warmups for the Dream Chasers volleyball club.

The Greater Atlanta high school volleyball player died at Children’s Healthcare of Atlanta hospital on Thursday, December 5.

Sure sounds like the death jab strikes again.

https://palexander.substack.com/p/jamie-foxx-did-foxx-take-malone-bancel

Jamie Foxx: did FOXX take Malone Bancel Bourla et al. mRNA technology transfection death shot that Malone Bourla et al. knew was unsafe & ineffective & deadly? Damar 2.0? Did FOXX brain bleed stroke occur due to Malone et al. death RNA gene vaccine? How many shots did he take? Dhow many boosters? Should he not tell us to WARN us of risk? In era of mRNA vaccine, IT'S the vaccine, STUPID!

How stupid do these fuckers think we are? How stupid does Malone think we are, that he snowed us? That he and Bourla and Bancel and Sahin and Weissman et al. screwed us…he thinks you remain uninformed and stupid…that he has no role in the deaths, that none of them have any role in the deaths, that Bourla and Bancel are 2 church boys…have no role in the deaths of innocent people by the death shots they sell.

Did Jamie die or near die due to them? Is this another example of medical marvel advancements that brought Damar Hamlin back to life after the COVID mRNA shots? Damar did die on the NFL football field. Thank God for modern medicine and skilled support responding staff.

https://x.com/KennyCarmody/status/1863671713441124838

@KennyCarmody
After receiving the Moderna vaccine, my life took an unexpected turn. I went from maintaining a 6% body fat to being bedridden with ALS (Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis). The decline was swift and merciless.

The symptoms started subtly, but soon, they became undeniable. My athletic prowess diminished, and my professional life crumbled as I could no longer keep up with the demands of my career. Walking has become nearly impossible, each breath is a struggle, and the pain is omnipresent, affecting my entire body.

I've shared my story with doctors, with the hope of finding support or at least acknowledgment. Yet, the response has been disheartening. There's been a wall of doubt, disbelief, or denial. The medical community, which I once trusted implicitly, has largely turned away, leaving me to face this new reality alone.

This isn't about blaming or seeking sympathy. It's about raising awareness. My experience might be rare, but it's real. No one should feel isolated when dealing with potential side effects of any medical intervention.

Now the only thing which is left to fight for my health and all those who have been vaccine injured and be in the fore front to changing centralised medicine and advocating to people about decentralised health, wealth and living.

Life is about not giving up, during the past three years I became my own doctor and will fight for my brothers and sisters health.

We deserve it.
11:48 AM · Dec 2, 2024

See also:

https://celiafarber.substack.com/p/kenny-carmody-got-als-from-moderna

https://transcriberb.dreamwidth.org/189060.html

Branden Nail Talks About Pain: Physical Pain and the Pain of Gaslighting
"Pfizer Covid-19 Injury - Branden Nail"
https://rumble.com/v38oppp-pfizer-covid-19-injury-brandon-nail.html

Branden Nail serves as the IT Development Manager for React19.org "a grassroots organization dedicated to research and collaboration with institutions and providers to increase understanding and awareness for patients suffering lasting effects Post-Covid and/or post Covid vaccine."

"Branden Nail is professionally trained in cybersecurity and computer engineering. He enjoyed a robust and vibrant life alongside his wife and two young children until a vaccine injury in June 2021 altered the course of his journey."
— Source: https://react19.org/about/branden-nail

BRANDEN NAIL: My name is Branden Nail. I'm 39 years old. I got vaccined at 37, April of 2021. As far as my background, my profession, I'm, I started off as an installer with Direct TV in 2006. I come over to AT & T in 2014 right before the buyout. I was in management at that time when the mandates came through, they forced vaccination against termination, a hard termination date. And I just had a, in 2018 I just had a baby girl, my first baby girl. Um— sorry. [shakes head] Um. So that's what was weighing on my mind heavily, kind of, that. There was a few little other things, for the most part, I didn't want to lose my job. So I got vaccinated April of 2021. And before that I was an athlete, I was, that's what I was about to show you, I played minor league ball, even 2019 I was playing minor league ball, baseball out of Birmingham. And so I've always been, you know, athletic, always worked out my whole life.

A month and a half after I got the first vaccine, it was, was symptom onset June 4th, 2021. Symptom was about 7 o'clock in the morning, started as a crick in my neck. And within a couple hours it had blossomed into what honestly what felt like maybe a compressed disc, because it was like electricity shooting down my arm.

And so I tried to wait it out until— because I never went to the doctor, you know, like I said, I was always healthy. My wife's a nurse, so she told me if they're going to treat you for a muscle pull first, so we might as well get that out of the way. So from Friday to Sunday, that's what we treated it for.

I was just in a really bad way by Sunday. I was going to go to the emergency room Monday, but I didn't make it. I went Sunday. They, they, they treated me for shingles, they treated me for a disc, a, a herniated or a pulled disc, and shingles. And said if I, if I don't feel better by that Thursday, which was, you know, 4 or 5 days, to come back and get orders to get, get orders to get an MRI. Which I did.

And then that blossomed into what they thought they'd seen in my spine which, I guess, you know, mind plays tricks on everybody, I guess, even doctors, because I woke up from, July 1st was my first surgery, ACDF [anterior cervical discectomy and fusion] [1]. And, and I woke up feeling the exact same pain that I went to sleep feeling. And you know, when they woke me up and asked me how I felt, I, I just started crying and telling them, you know, it hurts, it hurts, it still hurts, it all still hurts. I remember it just like it was yesterday.

You know, they laughed and kind of shook it off and told me they'd be back. I remember them patting me on my feet and tell me they'd be back in just a little while. But they probably just thought I was, you know, coming out of surgery, you know, that medicine. But I wasn't. I felt it. Still remember it just like it was yesterday.

3:35
So after 2 months of this recovery, the doctor that I was seeing, he kept telling me, you know, let's get through this, if you, if it's still bothering you, then we'll— let's get through this first, this recovery. Which we did. So two months.

After I come in that last, that last visit where he signed me off and cleared me out of his office, he routed me back to my primary. And then, rinse and repeat. Here we go all over again. New round of specialists that, you know, instead of now, with the spine now they're saying it's my rotator cuff, I got a torn something in my rotator cuff. Which, you know, I seen it, I, whatever, it, you know, the, I seen two different read-outs on it, so it does say there's small tear. But instead of surgery this time, I wanted to try to go an injection route. So I did. I got, what are they steroid injections, I guess? Lidocaine or you know, injections. They put one right here, and then they put one right here. And it never changed anything. So I took that is they was wrong about that as well, it's like they, you know, with the spine.

4:46
So from that point that's when I just started deep diving myself and trying to figure out. I still, I still didn't think about the vaccine until unfortunately, my step daughter, my oldest, I mean, she's basically my daughter, too, I claim her, so. She, we got her vaccinated in August, which I was in my battle, trying to figure it out by then, but still, you know, in our head, nobody was thinking the vaccine at this point. She had to get vaccinated to go back to school and before she got home from CVS on her first shot, 98% of her face froze up. Bell's Palsy.

To this day, it's almost 2 years, well, yeah, going on 2 years now, actually, she, she can move only, she can move 97% now. So that's awesome. But that's when we, or when I, started to entertain, OK, maybe there's something to this vaccine thing. And then sure enough, it took another couple months in December was the first doctor that I met that would actually talk to me about it. And he, first thing he did was take x-rays of my lungs. And micro-clots just wrapped my lungs like spaghetti noodles. It was horrible.

Two months of those treatments, lungs cleared, still didn't really help anything. Still got massive pain everywhere. Can't regulate any of my temperatures, my thyroid, I go massive sweats to massive chills. I mean, you name it, it really just depends on where the inflammation is affecting me, and where that is and then what symptom that's going to affect. So it literally can be any and every symptom depending on how the the inflammation is. So you learn to set your life up around that. Right?

You don't eat, really. You know, you start, I mean, I started doing blood tests after I would eat everything just to see what would spike my— so I stayed away from anything as much as I could that would bring my blood pressure up.

6:49
There's also a negative effect to the, to that as well on your cardio side because when I, when my heartbeat gets in the, in the 65, 64 range, when I'm trying to sleep, which normally it always should, that's when I, when I drop below that I start twitching and jerking. And I, and then that, I start getting heart issues. Restriction-type feeling. And then it goes from 60 beats a minute to 140, just like that. And you know, obviously, you can't sleep sweating in layin— sweating in a pool of your own sweat with your heart like it you ran a marathon, so you, you, you get up and you walk around and you try to get your mind off of it, you know. Usually you, about 2 days I can get a good night's sleep. About every second day now. It used to be worse. So I'm, I'm very happy about that.

7:41
I'm not trying to take up too much time. I know we're starting and stuff, you know? But, is there anything that I haven't touched on specifically that you—

MALE VOICE: Just mention, mention the thing about your family, you know, how it division, you know, like, that was—

7:56
BRANDEN NAIL: Yes, so my wife's a nurse. She actually got the first round of vaccines, first responders, I think January of '21, maybe. And she actually gave a presentation, her, you know, she gave a presentation, her, she's a huge vaccine advocate. You know, she's not so much anymore. But that, you know, still, unfortunately she doesn't think the vaccine has, still even to this day, had anything to do with what I'm going through. She thinks that I just hurt myself when I was young and now it's coming to fruition. Which is insane. Because she was with me, I've been with her since 2011 and so she knows, you know. I don't know. You know, we don't talk about it. We, we, I love her to death, she loves me, she'd do anything for me, I'd do anything for her. At no point have I ever thought about getting separated from her, still to this day I won't. Doesn't mean that it don't hurt, you know, that I can't openly talk about what's going on. And, you know, our daughter's affected as well and we don't talk about that either.

You know, there'll be another time where it comes along where one of us is going to be faced with forced vaccination whether it be for school or for job, and you know, I've just kind of been anticipating that day, hoping it wouldn't never come. But I'm sure it's going to come.

You know, we do, we do still just about everything with each other, church, you know, everything. Even when we can't make it to church we usually, our church livestreams and we usually will watch it wherever we are if we can't make it.

It's definitely created divide, 100%. But as long as we just don't talk about that, it's like that, kind of like that divide don't exist. And to be honest with you, with her being my wife, I'm OK with that at this point. Doesn't make it right. But, like I said, I love her so. And I can't really see myself with nobody else. So, I mean, I just, you know, sometimes wish that I could openly speak with her.

You know, she's, maybe I should adopt the same mentally. You know, she stopped me in my tracks one time and said, let's assume all this is true. What you're saying, let's assume it's true. What are we going to do now? Got to move on. And she's right. Right? She's right. Knowing, knowing what happened really don't change anything. She's right. We got to get through it. It's just hard. You know?

MALE VOICE: Yeah.

BRANDEN NAIL: [overcome with emotion] I'm sorry.

MALE VOICE: It's OK. OK. OK.

BRANDEN NAIL: I'd say probably— . Sorry. The worst symptom nowadays that I deal with is— trying to get my mind off of my wife— probably the mental aspect of it. Between that and the heart issues, it's just, it's taken, it takes your brain.

I used to be able to think differently, think on different levels. I used to be able to, I could do whatever I wanted to with my hands while looking at what I was doing, my eyes might as well have been closed because I could still see what I'm doing, do what I'm doing just fine and think about 10 different things and be fine. It's not like that no more. Now it's whatever my eyes see, that's, that's the only thing that can be on my brain. Otherwise I start having panic attacks, overwhelming, really overwhelming feelings, and then everything just kind of goes downhill from there. So I try to keep that from even starting, which usually helps the rest of it.

But the suffocation that it all, in my opinion, it all stems from brain suffocation. All my vessels in my brain are closed up and inflamed. There's a lot of everything, around my problems stem from right here in my cervical up to the top of my head, so my brain stem, my ocular nerves, every, all of that stuff. My vagus nerve, every bit of that in my situation is being, is being pressed on. And that's what's throwing my thyroid.

I mean, there's really nothing I can do about any of that, other than steroids, and you can't be on steroids, you know, for a long time. I mean, it's not good for you. I'm on some now, small dose, and to be honest with you, between that and like CBD rubs and stuff like that, those two things are about the best thing that I found. But again, you can't take steroids long term, so it's not really a fix.

And you know the legalities behind the CBD stuff, so, and the THC stuff. Plus I have a job, you know, where I drug test and all that stuff, so I mean, still, having to provide a family and fight through this, it's rough. You know?

My work used to let me do this from home 5 days a week. Do my—, they activated a certificate to where I could log in to our internal services 24 hours a day. So I had 24 hours a day to get 8 hours in. But now, you know, we're turning back to some normalcy, as they say, we're back to 3 days a week right now, it's going to go to 5, but right now we're at 3, and you know, I can't, I can't access the system after a certain time. So I literally now only have 12 hours to get 8 hours in and a lot of times, you know, it's, that's rough because I can't, I have a hard time sitting or doing any one thing for more than a certain amount of time. And, and, and it changes. Tomorrow I could not sit at all, but the next day I can only sit. You know. It's, it's just, it makes you feel crazy. It makes you feel like you're chasing ghosts.

And, and, and about every couple of weeks, every couple of weeks, I'll have a 2 day period to where nothing, absolutely nothing, is wrong. Nothing at all, Like I've been dreaming this this whole time. And the first 9 times I allowed myself into that delusion. But now I dread those 2 days more than any of the rest of the days now. Like, I would rather just not have those days because it's torture. You don't get to enjoy them because the whole time you're just anticipating, when's it returning? Because you know it's going to return.

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Worth-Shot-Clinical-Participant-Movement-Brianne-ebook/dp/B0DJDLKDB7

"This book chronicles Brianne's shocking journey after her efforts to remedy the injuries she sustained as a volunteer in a Covid vaccine trial became an embarrassment for the entire medical-industrial complex. When the profit and power interests of Big Government and Big Pharma collide with patient health, the drug injury is just the first step in an agonizing ordeal. Every American needs to know Bri's account of what happens after the injury."

--Robert F. Kennedy, Jr.

HAHA - @Patrick I clicked on the Amazon link and I get a CAPTCHA screen because it can't get any personal information about me from the link, so it retaliates by accusing me of being a robot.

Well done! Google and globohomo can't get shit from your site, although I'm sure it's an ever-escalating battle of wits to keep things this way.