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@richwicks Wikipedia says the Nayirah testimony was false. What more do I learn by watching the YouTube video or reading the Talk section? What is Wikipedia hiding?

whitewater says

I used to read voraciously and keep up with a lot.

I can’t seem to focus for very long. I focused for 9-16 hours straight before without even getting the munchies.

It feels futile frankly. The corruption is so deep it’s overwhelming.

Did you go through this? Is anyone past it yet?

I just spend most time focusing on close to home: volunteering in community, gardening, walking the dogs, helping (not financially though!) family members. Reading books I get from a used bookstore. It's enough to fill up the day and fill up my mind.

Yeah, Yeah, I know: simpletons like me were like that as the Nazis rose to power in the early 1930's. Count me as one of those simpletons.

If you are older, it could be a hormone issue. Hormone's can decrease with age. Be careful on treatment though, as the wrong kind can make things so much worse.

https://the-moneychanger.com/articles/hormone_replacement_therapy_for_men_women

Also consider the toxic buildup from 5g rollout, and if you're diet has not been the best, that can catch up as you age.

If you're just talking about all the bad news, I spent a lot of time being angry and bitter after '08. You get through it eventually. Work towards solution that you can implement in your own life. We all have something to contribute. Even if it's just taking your business to companies that support your views. Gab and Align are good sites for alternative vendors.

Eric Holder says

Getting old.

I would think so, but I'm still able to provide quick answers and solutions when I'm asked to help solve a problem.
I'm just not inspired to write new code or take on new projects. Mostly I believe because of the uncertainty that the platform, OS or technology will even still be around by time the project is in completion. And also my audience is not a smart phone user. I like designing and creating applications for the desktop with task minded people in mind, that needs a whole suit and slew of commands and options in contextual menus. Software has become so dumbed down, that the intended audience is a moron. I don't write code the lesser common denominator of a group. I never have and never will. It has always been a hill I was willing to die on in meetings on software and requirements gathering.
Everything someone would ask me to degrade the design of the software to accommodate their fear a retard might click this button or misuse the app somehow. I tell them then hire people who can follow instructions. The minute you start writing in the Fred exceptions, Fred's dumber relatives come out of the woodwork, all needing their own alteration done to the project. By time you entertain them all, you have a clunky piece of shit application that takes ten times longer than it should because it was made for slow morons.

Definitely getting old on the physical work side though that I'll fess up. Look at your most cluttered room in your house, with the most furniture, with the most connected components. I used to clear a room out like that on every carpet job I went on. I could have that room stripped down to bare floor with everything out, and the bare floor showing in 20 minutes. It takes me a full weekend to pull everything out of my office give it a good cleaning and put it all back together. I wonder what a beast I was back then.

For me it’s not getting old. It’s more of getting disillusioned.

Undoctored says

richwicks Wikipedia says the Nayirah testimony was false. What more do I learn by watching the YouTube video or reading the Talk section? What is Wikipedia hiding?

I'm pointing out that Wikipedia will only admit something after the government admits it.

I'll show you something they are currently hiding now:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Church_Committee

In the second paragraph, Operation Mockingbird is mentioned. There's no question the CIA was doing it. But look up Operation Mockingbird in Wikipedia:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Mockingbird

Now it's just "alleged".

Wikipedia is as infiltrated as MSNBC is.

whitewater says

For me it’s not getting old. It’s more of getting disillusioned.

Comes with the territory.